i'm back from a super long time

i'm back.
i've never come for such along time till that my stuffs here are gone.
i guess no one ever really read my blog.
well, actually i've returned because i want to complain.
why can't she just be more open? can't she just show me ?
what a pain. and what god brother is that? i mean, i don't mind she having a god bro, but, can't she have asked me how to do her mms? am i not important to her anymore?
now, she only send me nice things whenever she's happy. when she feels normal, she treats me no more than another ordinary friend.
she wasn't like that when we started, changed must have been the metamorphorsis.
she says her favorite phrase is happy or something, but its actually see first. yeah.